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Friday, April 26, 2013

8 days to go

8 days to go i still don't have any butterflies yet, is that normal? But even though no butterflies flying around inside my tummy yet, the feel of going to be married soon is here. Facials, scrubs, hair masks, spa, manicure, padicure, which i rarely do somehow becomes a rutinity these few weeks.

Tuesday, April 16, 2013

Big Step

I am in that stage where the next step i take will change everything. Now i am in the process of going through that big step, marriage.

It all started on 16th febuary 2013 when my boyfriend finally proposed me a week after i graduated. Then the preparation began. I thought that catering, venue, gown and make up artis are the only major thing needed to form a wedding reception, but no, i was wrong. It it is not as easy as i thought. To make it worst, crap happens when we least needed.

Our wedding reception will be held on the 4th of May 2013, which is 18 days to go from now. Invitations has just been sent to those from other cities, not to forget facebook and emails also. Invitations for those from solo will be delivered ten days before the event.

Well anyways, i've included pictures of my invitation (designed by me) in thia blog. Really can't wait for that day to come

Graduation

Graduation, this was something new to me. After 24 years, through a couple of stages in my academic life, i finnaly get to feel what graduation is like.
At this stage of my academic life i should've gone through at least 4 graduations but hey i guess my time finally came.
Hopefuly this will not be my last graduation though.

Saturday, May 19, 2012

Alive Again

It's been a while since I've opened this blog. Things have been so different now. Me, a post-grad student taking American Studies Program at University of Indonesia, now in my last semester (hopefully). Besides taking classes, I am now a PR for sendaljepit book, which is a novel based on true story written by Slamet Riyadi who is also my classmate.
I'm supposed to work on my thesis now, but somehow I don't have the mood to do it so that is how I ended opening my personal blog.
Anyways, that's something about me at this moment. Hopefully will keep posting new posts soon.

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Thankful

I fall

I rise

I make mistakes

I live

I learn

I've been hurt but I'm alive,

I'm human

I'm not perfect,

but I'm Thankful

Monday, August 9, 2010

waiting

me waiting at the train station for pramex-prambanan express, waited too long so at the end i took picture of myself to fill the time.

When you are waiting for a train, don’t keep perpetually looking to see if it is coming. The time of its arrival is the business of the conductor, not yours. It will not come any sooner for all your nervous glances and your impatient pacing, and you will save strength if you will keep quiet. After we discover that the people who sit still on a long railroad journey reach that journey’s end at precisely the same time as those who “fuss” continually, we have a valuable piece of information which we should not fail to put to practical use

us in Mc D

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Some believe in fate,

Others wonder why,

So before it's too late

Take a look at the sky.

The sky gives sunshine,

The sky gives rain,

It kills with lightning,

As moons wax and wane.

Sometimes blue,

Sometimes gray,

Sometimes night,

Sometimes day.

bridge

The bridge I must be
Is the Bridge to my own power
I must translate
My own fears
Mediate
My own weaknesses I must be the bridge to nowhere
But my true self
And then
I will be useful.

the maze

the happy old lady

tanjong benoa beach-bali

walking in despair

soon to be lifeless

the road of excess

The world always looks brighter from behind a smile.

i can't see without you

life

In life, we create moments. Some, we wish we had never experienced, and some we wish we could replay a million times, but good or bad they still make us who we are, and in the end they shape and create us. If we never experienced these moments, we wouldn’t be the person we are today. So just live. Make mistakes and have wonderful memories. But never for a second forget who you are, where you’ve been, and most importantly, where you’re going.

silent

eery

dark

cold

stars

moon

dreams

peace

fireflies

…night is the end and the start of a new day…

rain

its almost 9 am here and i look out the window, the sky is so dark and the rain is pouring. i listen to the sound of the rain, it feels like music. music played by God. the sound of water pouring down really soothes me but the sound of grumbling in the sky scares me. it seems like God is mad at us humans who sometimes forget that He is there. humans to busy with their own live without thinking about the one that creates them and gave us this world. just like what William Wordsworth said, those who are against nature become selfish. human should see the world more. just like what i am doing now. watching the rain that wets the earth and starts a beginning of a new life. seeds starts to grow and eventually grow into a tree. from a tree we can get fruits and inside those fruits there are seeds ready to be planted and begin their own lives.